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Am I trans

Hi I was wondering am I transgender.
I was born as a boy and my first thoughts on being/wanting to be a girl dates back to when I was about 4 years old.
As a young kid I had a quite long hair for a boy nothing girl-like but still long and I remember once my mom’s friend jokingly offered me to make me a dress and dress me up as a princess.
Since then I’ve had many dreams where I kinda was a girl and many times I’ve dressed in my mom’s clothes when I was alone at home and I also loved trying her makeup since I was about 7 or 8 years old.
I’ve never been attracted to boys, I’ve only been attracted to girls my whole life.
I’ve never told anyone about this.
The reason I loved behaving like a girl and looking like one was because I felt so pretty especially while having makeup on.
I remember my mom having some kind of makeup box with pretty much every possible colour of lipsticks,eyeshadow and other makeup products, and I remember how upset I was when she gave it away to our neighbour.

Since then I wished even more to be a women so that I would have long beautiful hair, hairless legs and arms, wide hips, be shorter/smaller in general, have nice breasts, pretty face, ability to wear feminine clothes such as crop tops, skirts, dresses, bras, lingerie and others, to wear makeup and to have a vagina.
If I was to magically wake up as a woman I think I would sexually be attracted to men but I would at find women prettier.
I don’t see myself as a member of LGBT community but I’m not a homophobic and I respect all members of LGBT community.
Any answer to am I transgender would be helpful.
Thanks.